urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo sylvi sylvi 2004-11-30T22:16:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:54111 2004-11-30T22:16:45Z 2004-11-30T22:16:45Z northstar - two zero two [01] what's your first name? sylvi<br />[02] middle name? elieson<br />[03] last name? roy<br />[04] nickname? syl sylv silver sylamanilla<br />[05] age? twenty<br />[06] gender? female<br />[07] birthday? june third<br />[08] your sign? gemini<br />[09] where do you live? boston, ma<br />[10] do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no.<br />[11] if so what's her/his name? <br />[12] have you ever been in love? yes<br />[13] who are/were your crushes? nothing now, and no need to dwell on the past right?<br />[14] do u want any tatoos? i have two, i want more<br />[17] if so what kind and where? i have a star on the front of my left shoulder, and a heart somewhere else, and i kind of want something on the back of my right shoulder<br />[18] where do you shop at the most? gap, urban<br />[19] what color is your hair? blonde<br />[20] what color are your eyes? chocolate<br />[21] how tall are you? 5'6"<br />[23] do you smoke? yes<br />[24] do your friends smoke? some<br />[25] who are your closest friends? robbie, jayme, ash, steve, courtney, kimmi, rachael, dawn, scott, tony, ang<br />[26] who are your friends? a lot of others<br />[27] who are your best friends online? they're all people i've met <br />[28] do you like bath & body works? sure<br />[29] kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? neutrogena clean, or dove<br />[30] is your hair short or long? long<br />[31] do you like to shop? yes, a bit too much<br />[32] what sports do you play? lacrosse, broomball, skiing, snowboarding, waterskiing<br />[33] what turns you on? not in the mood for this question at all<br />[34] what turns you off? <br />[35] what place do you go for fun? gville<br />[36] what do you do for fun? drink, art, movies<br />[37] how many phones do you have in your house? just my cell phone in the apt<br />[38] how many tv's do you have in your house? one<br />[39] what's your favorite food(s)? flintstones push ups<br />[40] do you look like anyone famous? you tell me<br />[41] do you think ricky martin is muy guapo (very handsome)? no<br />[42] who are the most attractive people you know? everyone around me<br />[43] are you a virgin? no<br />[44] do you wish to be like your parents? there are good and bad things about both of them, i'd like to be a mix of the two<br />[45] what cologne should a hot guy wear? i don't care as long as it's not too much of whatever they wear, that drives me crazy<br />[46] what are you listening to right now? northstar - pollyanna cd<br />[48] how many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? usually around 30 min<br />[49] do you have your own phone line? cell phone<br />[51] what are your favorite shoes? new balance sneakers<br />[52] what kind of clothes do you sleep in: tank top and shorts<br />[53] what's your favorite soda? cape cod cranberry soda<br />[54] what things do you say a lot? i don't usually say much at all, especially lately<br />[56] who is the coolest person in the world?: no comment<br />[57] do you think you're weird or funny? both at times<br />[59] who was the last person you called? mike from work<br />[60] where do you wanna get married? mount desert island maine, on the rocks at the beach<br />[61] who is the hottest girl/guy in your school? mehhh<br />[62] what are your favorite girl names? alexa<br />[63] what are your favorite guy names? owen<br />[64] what's your worst memory in the past 5 years? let's not go into it<br />[65] what's your favorite childhood memory? selling lady slippers with my best friend jessica and then finding out they are almost extinct after we picked them all from the woods behind my house<br />[66] what is your favorite fast food restaurant? panera<br />[67] who do you really hate? haaaa<br />[68] do you have any brothers and sisters? yes<br />[69] if so, names? robbie and joshie<br />[70] do you have a pool? no<br />[71] do you have a spa? no, but at my ski house we have an old fashioned sauna with the woodstove and everything<br />[72] are you stupid? seeing how my classes have been going lately, yes.<br />[73] what are you addicted to? procrastination<br />[74] do you like jewelry? yes but in small amounts<br />[75] who do you wish you were? anyone other than me right now<br />[76] who has it easier, boys or girls? oh guys do definitely<br />[77] would you rather be short or tall? tall, although i like where i am now<br />[78] do you like to dance? when i'm in the mood<br />[79] do you like playing pranks on people? yess<br />[80] what's your least favorite subject in school? anything besides art and math<br />[81] what's your favorite subject in school? art<br />[82] what time is it? 4:19<br />[83] what college do you wanna go to? i'm at boston university now, and i want to go somewhere in cali for grad school<br />[84] what school do you go to now? see above<br />[85] if so, what are your favorite games? huh<br />[87] do you sleep a lot? yes, too much <br />[88] what are your favorite radio stations? i don't listen to the radio much, but when i do it's BCN<br />[90] are you a morning person? oh god no<br />[91] what's your favorite tv station? adult swim on cartoon network, comedy central<br />[92] Do you wear nail polish? in the summer, on my toes<br />[93] how often do you shower? at least once a day<br />[94] do you get along with your parents? yeah except when my mother brings up money<br />[95] what room do you spend the most time in? um the one room in my apartment<br />[96] how many rooms does your house have? well there's the bedroom, hallway, bathroom and the smalled kitchen ever<br />[97] what do you wanna be when you're out of school? 3d animator/special effects for movies [pixar]<br />[98] do you curse a lot? yeah<br />[99] are you ticklish? yes<br />[101] what are you wearing right now? fcuk jeans, blue silk scarf belt from gap, and a white ribbed tank top<br />[102] do you go to church? noooo<br />[103] do you like the person who sent you this? i got it from andy's lj<br />[104] do you believe in god? nope<br />[105] do you like to watch pda's? no actually they make me vomit<br />[106] do you show pda? who would i show it to?<br />[107] do you believe in love at first sight? yes<br />[108] what color is your toothbrush? magenta<br />[109] how many times a day do you brush your teeth? twice<br />[110] who is your favorite cartoon character? spongebob, all the griffins, fifel<br />[111] do you have a job? gap on newbury st<br />[113] what's your favorite fruit? pomegranite<br />[114] what's your favorite veggies? cukes, native tomatoes, snow peas, green peppers, broccoli, asparagus, artichokes... i love veggies<br />[115] what's your favorite candy? lemonheads, crunch bars<br />[116] what was the best day of your life so far? honestly i am in too bad of a mood to think of something good<br />[117] what are you gonna do today? well i already left photography early, at 6 i have history of graphic design, then i'm cooking maggie my delicious shrimp scampi<br />[118] are you momma's little angel? no<br />[119] do you wear body spray? no i wear body oil<br />[120] who is the sweetest girl? ha girls aren't sweet<br />[121] who is the sweetest guy? my little joshie boy<br />[122] are you wearing nail polish now? no<br />[123] if so, what color? <br />[124] how many rings or necklaces do you own? not many necklaces, but a bunch of rings<br />[125] do you wear a watch? yes.<br />[126] did/do you have braces? no but i have fake teeth<br />[127] are you tired? i'm just numb right now<br />[130] what are you thinking right now? why am i on this planet?<br />[131] are you having fun? not at the moment<br />[132] what time is it? 4:34<br />[133] who makes you laugh? ryan<br />[134] who's your favorite teacher? margaret, my drawing prof from freshman year, ruled<br />[135] what is the best concert you have ever been to? northstar's short set at a show i went to, and coheed and cambria<br />[136] what is your favorite dream? the one i had last week, i was making out with avril and she asked for my #<br />[137] what is your worst dream? the one where someone i cared very much about died and someone else wouldn't let me go to their funeral... the only time i actually woke up crying, and was really really upset for the next few days<br />[138] are you tired of filling this out yet? it's keeping me occupied so i don't freak out<br />[139] who of your friends do you think will get bored with this the most? i don't think anyone will even read past my name<br />[140] who sent this lovely survey to you? you already asked this, asshole<br />[141] what's your worst memory as a little kid? breaking my teeth off<br />[142] have you ever cheated on anyone/been cheated on? i have been cheated on but i haven't and hopefully won't cheat on anyone<br />[143] do you believe in santa claus? sure<br />[144] do you believe in ghosts? yes<br /><br />your opinions<br /><br />[157] what do you think about boy bands? hahahaha<br />[158] what do you think about country? faith hill is hot<br />[159] what do you think about heavy metal? yeah sure<br />[160] what do you think about rap? no<br />[161] what do you think about r&b? it's alright i guess<br />[162] do you think nkotb are coming back? no i don't<br /><br />yes or no or eh<br /><br />[163] like Hanson? sometimes<br />[164] like *Nsync? no<br />[165] like Backstreet Boys? no<br />[166] like Korn? sometimes<br />[167] like Orgy? blue monday or whatever it was was good<br />[168] like Sugar ray? yeah old school what<br />[169] like Metalica? used to<br />[170] like No doubt? yesss<br />[171] like Britney Spears? god no<br />[172] like Saves The Day? yes<br />[173] like Dashboard Confessional? yea<br />[174] like MxPx? hm<br />[175] like Nine Inch Nails? their old stuff<br />[176] like Busta Rhymes? no<br />[177] like the Offspring? yes def<br />[178] like Shakira? she's hot<br />[179] like Nelly Furtado? oh god i'm like a bird brings back bad memories<br />[180] like Ludacris? no<br />[181] like Janet Jackson? i like scream with micheal<br />[182] like Nickelback? eh<br />[183] like Puddle Of Mudd? i guess<br />[184] like Cold? <br />[185] like Lil Bow Wow? oh god was he the one that got ass raped?<br />[186] like DMX? old stuff reminds me of soph year of hs<br />[187] like Twisted Sister? <br />[188] like Misfits? <br />[189] like ICP? huh<br />[190] like Dixie Chicks? if i'm in the mood<br />[191] like Mariah Carey? some of it<br />[192] like Joe? no<br />[193] like Hoobastank? yeah<br />[194] like Eminem? i like his old stuff<br />[195] like Shania Twain? man i feel like a woman was good<br />[196] like Ja-Rule? no<br />[197] like Jay-Z? no<br />[198] like Blues Traveler? yes<br />[199] like Barenaked Ladies? yesss<br />[200] like Incubus? eh maybe<br />[201] like Green Day? YES<br />[202] like Limp Bizkit? faith is great, even though it's a remake<br />[203] do you like the Beatles? yes def<br />[204] do you like The Deftones? <br />[205] do you like the Strokes? eh<br />[206] do you like Queen? yes, another one bites the dust<br />[207] do you like Elton John? yes<br />[208] do you like Further Seems Forever? <br />[209] do you like Depeche Mode? eh<br />[210] how many cd's do you have? like 20 real ones, lots of mixed ones<br />[211] what cd's are in your cd player? northstar - pollyanna, coheed and cambria - in keeping secrets of silent earth:3, avril lavigne - under my skin<br />[212] how many tapes do you have? one here... dmb<br />[213] do you own videos of your favorite group? no<br />[214] do you record your favorite group when they're on tv? no but i always watch avril and drool<br />[215] are you obsessed with your favorite group/singer/band? no i'm not obsessed but i love them<br />[216] what's the oldest group/singer you are still listening to? U2 i think<br />[217] are most of your friends music freaks? no but a few are<br />[218] what do you think of the girls and the whole teeny bopper thing? ew<br />[219] have you ever paid for a pay-per-view? yes<br />[220] do you ever buy merchandise of your favorite group? yeah shirts at shows<br />[221] what tv station is better...mtv or vh1? vh1<br />[222] what is the worst show on mtv? dora the explorer<br />[223] what is the best show on mtv? family guy<br />[225] what is the worst cd you own? i like the ones i still have, i threw a lot of them away<br />[226] what's your favorite movie soundtrack? empire records<br />[227] friend(s) that looks most like you? jessie<br />[228] friend(s) you have the most fun with? 26 gville boys<br />[229] friend(s) you've dreamt about? a lot of them<br />[230] long or short hair? i'm guessing this is talking about what you want in the person you date... at the moment, long<br />[231] dark or blonde? anything as long as they have blue or green eyes<br />[232] tall or short? um doesn't matter<br />[233] mr. sensitive or mr. funny? i like girls<br />[235] dark or light eyes? light<br />[236] hat or no hat? no hat<br />[237] ears pierced or no? yes... well it doesnt matter<br />[238] dark, tan or fair? tan or nicely toned fair<br />[239] thank god almost done<br />[240] freckles or none? i like freckles but def not necessary<br />[241] rugged outdoorsy type or sportsy type? hm i don't care<br />[242] all american, homey g, or grunge? um, none of those?<br />[243] accent or american? accent<br /><br />preferences<br /><br />[244] mt. dew or surge? do the dew<br />[245] mcdonalds or burger king? mcdonalds<br />[246] coke or pepsi? pepsi<br />[247] rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend? has to be both<br />[248] sweet or sour? both<br />[249] chocolate or vanilla? vanilla<br />[250] tea or coffee? passion tea from starbucks<br />[251] sappy/action/comedy/horror? comedy<br />[252] cats or dogs? dog... cat would be nice if i wasn't allergic<br />[253] cool ranch or nacho cheese? cool ranch most of the time<br />[254] mud or jello wrestling? mud, it's fun<br />[255] with or without ice-cubes? with<br />[256] milk/dark/white chocolate? white<br />[257] rain or shine? shine unless it's warm rain<br />[258] top or bottom? okay where did this question come from? this whole survey has been really G rated...<br />[259] favorite season? spring<br />[260] strawberry or cherry? strawberry<br />[271] lights on or off? it's good both ways<br /><br />what's your favorite?<br /><br />[276] what's your favorite color? green and blue<br />[277] what's your favorite number? 3 and 8<br />[278] what's your favorite drink? beer and captain&coke<br />[279] what's your favorite animal? my little brother<br />[280] what's your favorite holiday? i don't really like holidays<br />[281] what's your favorite quote?<br />"last night i felt my life burn my eyes<br />falling asleep on fire i remembered you<br />and i'm trying, i'm trying<br />i'll wait here and wish for<br />a gorgeous disaster to happen<br />because nothing fucking matters anymore<br />and i can't wish anymore<br />for angels with perfect skin<br />with halos that always bend" --northstar<br />[282] what's your favorite sound? silence<br />[283] what's your favorite ice cream flavor? coffee<br />[284] what's your favorite song ever? all hail the heartbreaker -- the spill canvas<br />[285] what's your favorite book? sex, drugs and cocoa puffs by chuck klosterman<br />[286] what's your favorite movie? wet hot american summer, what dreams may come, out cold, the goonies, slackers, empire records... there are way too many<br />[287] what's your favorite tv show? family guy<br />[288] what's your favorite place? boston<br />[289] what's your favorite game? beirut<br />[290] what's your favorite scent? dream more [gap] and fuzzy peach [body shop]<br /><br />on relationships<br /><br />[295] what does your ideal girlfriend/boyfriend look like? ugh seriously<br />[296] how do they act? <br />[297] where is your dream date? laying on the beach looking at the stars<br />[298] do you like to call or be called? be called<br />[299] move anywhere, where would it be? california<br />[300] what time is it now? 5:12 [this thing took me over an hour, but at least i'm a little more calm now] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:53824 2004-11-30T08:28:46Z 2004-11-30T08:28:46Z i can't even tell you how easy it is sometimes just to lose it... break down... from the smallest things<br /><br /><br />things are so complicated in my brain, my mind is racing but my body just won't move except to do the one thing i swore i wouldn't do<br /><br />no i have to stop it<br /><br /><br /><br />seriously half an hour ago i was okay and now i'm not and i don't know fucking why, i really don't understnad it at all... maybe there's more to it than anyone realizes. i don't know what i'm talking about honestly, it's just comin gout of my head. i am not drunk or high for the first time in a week and a half and i honestly think it's fucking me up in a different way because my mind is focused way too much on shit that i thought didn't matter to me anymore<br /><br /><br />i don't know i just need to lay in bed with my eyes wide open like they are right now and think about things, and try to keep my hands from reaching to grab what is on the table next to me<br /><br /><br />i swear i'll write a more normal post when i am actually normal. right now i'm not urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:53731 2004-11-08T07:05:45Z 2004-11-09T18:01:45Z mrs doubtfire so... thursday night i'm not even going to go into because it was just... different. <br /><br />friday i was supposed to work 2:30-5:30 but ended up staying until close because i need the money badddly. i actually enjoy working now because i'm officially a gapbody girl and that just makes me happy :) i love having a specific department in the store, that's what i missed the most from working at old navy when i had my women's dept. i love body<br /><br />so when i got out i headed over to steve's of course. we went upstairs and ate the chicken mike made and it was deeeelicious. then headed up to the roof to walk over to 16 gville... a bit of craziness there-- destroyed my knuckle while punching the wall in the stairway with steve and mike, haha. got that on video and it was quite funny. also... flip cup, freakouts/attempts at fighting, getting really upset over something that shouldn't have been said to me, the 60 second kegstand, etc etc<br /><br />saturday was spent cooking... i have to tell you that trying to make cookies without a mixer is not the easiest thing in the world. my arm is still sore. then i cooked a steak dinner for me and the birthday boy steve, and oh my it was delicious. peter luger is my hero haha. <br /><br />around 9:30 i headed over to steve's to get ready for the big dual birthday bash for steve and chris. 2 kegs, 4 30 racks, 8 handles of vodka for jungle juice. crrrrazy. i was cup bitch... had to make back the money we put down for alcohol. mags and the girls came by [minus carolyn booo] and it was soo good seeing them. <br /><br />yeah so... 1am came around, and i was talking to the girls, when jenny comes in and tells me that steve is in the kitchen bleeding. i flipped out... ran in to find him covered in blood... think carrie with the pig's blood... <a href="http://community.webshots.com/photo/213437111/213461768RBdmTf" target="_blank">here's a pic, it's pretty graphic</a>... some kid threw a glass down the stairs by the kitchen, and it smashed all over his face.. think numerous very bad cuts all over his forehead. so yeah, bobby--steve's roommate-- called an ambulance, and we had to get everyone out of the apt [and it was packed... still don't know how everyone got out so quickly] and he was refusing to get into an ambulance, he said he would be fine... we convinced him to go and i went with them, but he didn't think they let anyone in because they made me sit in the front seat, so he was in the back yelling and i couldn't really do anything about it... we finally got to the hospital and i got out and some metal thing like the end of a tack got into my sandal and stabbed me in the big toe, but in my state of freaking out about finding steve, i just pulled it out and didn't think about it... i found him and he had to go get xrays and stitches so i started to walk to the waiting room, only to find that my toe was gushing blood and it was all over my foot and shoe... grossness... so i went and washed it off in the bathroom and got a bandaid from the guy at the front desk. didn't stop much of the bleeding but oh well. so finally around 4am, after calling everyone and letting them know it would be a couple more hours before steve would be out, he came walking out with a huge bandage on his head... and we grabbed a cab and went back to his apt. people were passed out on the couches... lesley was waiting up for him in his room along with rena, and bobby was around too... i left a little after that and passed out, woke up and worked 11:30-8 today. <br /><br />so yeah... not going to write anymore but i just have to say that it was quite the eventful night.... happy birthday steve, i heart you!<br /><br />i have class at 8 and it's 2 now... i'm so screwed.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:53448 2004-11-04T16:49:28Z 2004-11-04T17:05:15Z straylight run - the tension and the terror i'm such a bum. even though i have a whole crapload of work to do for art ed tonight, i am sitting in my bed, on my computer. i slept in later than i should have and i've been sitting here for almost 45 minutes already. i just can't bring myself to get up haha. i have to do my symbolic self portrait [not even going to try to explain it... it's so silly] and do all the reading for the class. <br /><br />before art ed i have photography... at least i have fun film to develop. i get to see all my pics from the red sox parade, plus allison and i went down to the park on monday and took some really fun pictures...the majority of which will not help me really with my millions of assignments that are due, but whatever. it was fun to take creative, more artistic photos. so hopefully they will come out alright.<br /><br />so last night i was putting together my schedule for next semester. i have to take graphic design, typography, and photography again. and then i have to take processes and structures which is an art ed class which will suckkkk because it's twice a week for 3 hours and i can barely handle the once a week that i have now. blahhhghghhhgghhh.<br /><br />and then i have to take an art elective... i wanted to take this new jewelry making course because i loved my jewelry class in high school, and i was so excited because it was just once a week for 3 hours, and it fit perfectly into my schedule... but it's a pain in the ass because we have to drive to lincoln, ma which is like a half hour drive. the transportation is provided but it wouldn't be all that fun unless i had someone to go with me. so whatever, i think i just may take my painting teacher from last year's course called color.. it's a painting class and you learn about how different colors work together and stuff... i've seen a lot of stuff that's been done from that class and it looks really good and i love richard too, he was such a great professor. i learned sooo much in that class. i was telling maggie she should take that class too if she wants to take a cfa course, because it's open to non cfa students. so yeah, that could be fun taking a class together. maybe she'll end up modeling for us [hahahah]<br /><br />my apartment is a mess. i took down allll my lovely posters and crap the other day because i got some of the display stuff that was leftover at gap where i work... they're pretty cool, like metallic and pretty, and i put them up on my walls and then i was going to put the posters back up over them. but of course because i suck, they all fell down and they're so big and took me so long to put up that i really just don't have the motivation to do it again. so now my walls are bare and ugly and have sticky tape all over them and pretty much just look like ass. yay for me. so i am going to try to put stuff back up later tonight, although i'll have to pick up more sticky tape stuff. fucking pain in my ass<br /><br /><br />anyways, i guess i should get off my butt and take a shower because i smell. lunch with mags at 3:30 yay! but lots of work to do before that. and after that. and foreverrrr and everrrr...... hmmm maybe i should just learn to manage my time better.<br /><br /><b>xo</b>love<br />SYLVi urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:53102 2004-11-03T17:33:07Z 2004-11-05T16:44:05Z northstar* - pollyanna so. where to start. i didn't write shit about what was going on with me last semester at school... i was worried about who might see it and yeah, it was just not a good thing to put anything up about it. i put on the fake facade here that i was happy with how things were going, but in reality, my whole world fell to pieces last year. basically... i screwed over one of my best friends here. why, i still don't understand. it was the biggest mistake i have ever made in my life and it changed things completely for me. i started seeing her exgf/gf [yes, i was seeing a girl, it's nothing big anymore to me or anyone i know, so hopefully it isn't to any of you that don't know], whatever their relationship was at the time, i don't even know for sure because the girl kept telling me they weren't together and it was okay... but even if they weren't, it just wasn't okay. the beautiful face i fell for, and what seemed to be genuine caring feelings for me turned out to be so wonderful. i thought i was happy, but how could i have been happy if i was falling back into the old destructive habits of the beginning of high school? i would do things and she would know, she seemed to read me so well, and would always be able to calm me down, but only for a short period of time. i never could even cry in front of her when that's all i wanted to do, just let my heart out... because even though i felt like there was something there, i knew there wasn't. the other girl was still in the picture, and i knew they obviously had more than i would ever have with her but i still stuck around. i got it into my head that we would last as friends... i honestly thought that she cared about me as a person, but i later realized that i was just a piece of ass to her, and it made her feel better about it by pretending to worry about me, even though she was somehow causing all the fucking pain in my life. i lost all of my friends, and i am not going to blame it all on her, but come on... she could have stopped it, i mean she knew what would happen. <br /><br />okay that's enough venting about that whole situation in such an unclear manner, i am sure if anyone actually read that, they have noo fucking clue what i was talking about. sorry..<br /><br />so she stopped talking to me once we left for home for the summer. i figured that maybe she was just busy, maybe she meant to call but forgot... but then i arrived back in boston for school and it was the same thing. i would call, im, text message... no response. it hurt, a lot. because she had said that we would be friends and for some reason i actually believed her. <br /><br />i am not going to go into all the details, but to make a long story short, this semester i have made up with maggie, the friend i hurt so badly, and somehow she was able to forgive me. i don't know how she did it, but i am so glad she did. i've never regretted anything like i regret what i did to her. and i told jamie that i never want to see or speak to her ever again. and all of the other girls are around again too... i don't know how i could possibly give up the unbelievable friendships that i could have created with them all in the past nine months, all for a girl who made me believe that she cared, knowing that i cared about her and that she made me what i thought was the happiest i could be... a girl that could just stop talking to me and expect me to wait around until she felt that she could talk to me again. <br /><br />that's enough talk about her. i am so happy i have the girls back in my life, and hopefully we can gain back the time lost.<br /><br /><br />----------<br /><br />so otherwise, this semester has been pretty good.<br /><br />my <b>social life</b> is incredible... i am out every weekend with a great group of friends... jayme, one of my best friends from home, is going to school really close to boston now so i've gotten to see her a few times...<br /><br /><b>school</b> is eh, i do like my classes but i slacked off way too much in the beginning of the semester, and i'm definitely feeling it now... i'm trying to catch up but i'm almost too far behind to do it... so i'm just trying to get everything that we're doing now in on time and also work on getting all the other stuff little by little. i am sure i am not going to get very good grades this semester, but it's not worth giving myself an ulcer from stressing over it. i still have 2 1/2 years plus next summer left [i am doing a 5 year program to get my masters, and part of it is that i have to take one summer of classes], so i know that i can make it up. i definitely have learned from my mistakes... and i refuse to let myself do it again. i need to have fun, but i don't need to screw myself over for the future.<br /><br /><b>money:</b> NOT GOOD. i don't know what to do. i need to come up with like $600 pronto. or more. and that is just for rent for december. i'm not even telling you what i owe on my credit cards. i def am the worst at handling finances.<br /><br /><b>work:</b> i'm working at the gap on newbury street, which is a major shopping area with all sorts of boutiques and stuff. i love it there... it's such a change from working at old navy for 3 years. i worked at the gap for a year before old navy, but it was so much different than this. my managers here are all young and fun and i love the other people i work with too. drew barrymore came in twice while she was filming at fenway. and alec baldwin [or one of them] came in one time when i wasn't there. i work mostly in gapbody, selling bras and such... it's fun<br /><br /><b>red sox:</b> HELL YEAH WORLD SERIES! i doubt many of you are hardcore fans like me... but my god, absolute craziness. 86 years and we broke the curse. i love those boys so much. the sox parade rolling rally was this past saturday and i went and took pictures of some of the guys... one of my assignments for photography is to take pictures of a famous person, so i guess i got it there. i got some really good ones... my fave is ortiz holding up the trophy<br /><br /><b>concerts:</b> i've been to a few in the past couple of weeks... oct 15th was coheed and cambria-- oh wow. they were fucking amaaazing. i was in the moshpit the whole time and i crowdsurfed[!!] to blood red summer which is my favorite song obviously. oct 17th was northstar, straylight run, and hot rod circuit. say anything was supposed to come too but the singer was sick. oh man, northstar, i honestly am in love with them. i wish icould see them over and over again because they were fucking incredible live. and straylight too.... oh god, michelle nolan is the most perfect human being i have ever set my eyes upon. ahhhhhhhhhh. they were amazing tooo... hot rod cicuit, not so much. i don't like any of their stuff except for the pharmacist, that song is alright. ohhh but monday night --- i went to see AVRIL. at the fleet center. 5th FUCKING ROW ON THE FLOOR. jayme got tickets and took me with her, and oh my... she was incredible. i am so in love with her... i wanted to much to jump on stage and make out with her. she's sooo good live too, i was drooling i think. she's really blonde now which i don't know if i like too much but it doesn't make me love her any less. bronson orroyo, one of the pitchers from the red sox, was sitting 2 rows in front of us. <br />i'm going to see taking back sunday on november 18th which should be fabbbbulous, i can't wait. i'll let you guys know how that is later of course<br /><br /><br />okay anyways. i know i didn't cover everything from the past like year but i got as much out as i can right now, and i'm sure that no one actually made it through this entire thing. i appreciate it if you did, but i understand if you didn't. i'm def going to keep updating, and they shouldn't be quite this long from here on out. love you all....<br /><br /><b>s y l v i</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:52782 2004-10-20T15:56:18Z 2004-10-20T15:56:18Z northstar* - pollyanna wow it's been a long fucking time. so much has happened... soooo much. and actually i didn't write anything about the shit that happened last semester did i? i guess i have a lot to explain to everyone... but i can't write it all right now because i have to go to health services [i'm coughing up blood... yummy] and then go to work 3-10...<br /><br />oh ps i hope there are some red sox fans on here because HOLY SHIT! we made history last night!!! this whole series has been crazy... almost every game i've watched over at steve's apartment, with all yankees fans... last night unfortunately i wasn't there, but it would have been amazing to rub it in their faces. they talk so much shit about how sox fans are so crazy, but umm yeah yanks throwing balls on the field and a-rod slapping the glove away like a fucking bitch... not so classy yanks, not so classy.<br /><br />anyways... just wanted to quickly say hello and let you know that i will be writing more soon... <br /><br />heart, sylv urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:52179 2004-04-22T02:15:17Z 2004-04-22T02:15:17Z coheed and cambria - three evils hahaha I'M SUCH AN ASS<br /><br />i just went to make spaghettios, and you have to put saran wrap on it to do it in the microwave... so i put it on and somehow this shirt tag that was on the fridge in front of the microwave got stuck to it and i didn't notice, and all of a sudden it's cooking and i smell smoke and im like AH! and i look in and the tag is ON FIRE like blazing.... so i had to open the door and blow it out and it was all smokey in my room, luckily i busted out my fan and opened my door so the fire alarm didn't go off... but seriously that was the funniest thing ever i'm like dying right now hahahha. such a fool i am, such a fool.<br /><br />i just want my spaghettios but now they will taste like burnt shirt tag hahaha yuck urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:51809 2004-04-20T23:44:10Z 2004-04-20T23:44:10Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />jem!<br />mr rogers<br />my buddy<br />snap bracelets<br />Friendship bracelets were ties that couldn't be broken.<br />You've ever read Nancy Drew, Archies, The Hardy Boys, The Babysitters Club(Say Hello to your friends!), or Sweet Valley High.<br />You know all the words to "Ice Ice Baby".<br />You wanted to be The Hulk for Halloween.<br />You had a crush on one of the New Kids on the Block members.<br />You wanted to be on Star Search.<br />You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like when he was still black.<br />Heaven forbid you wore one of those t-shirt rings or a scrunchi on one side of your shirt during your youth.<br />You were styling with your french rolled pants.<br />You had puff painted your own shirt at least once.<br />You owned a doll with 'Xavier Roberts' signed on it's butt. <br />You knew what Willis was "talkin' 'bout."<br />You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off"<br />You were upset when She-ra, Princess of Power, and He-Man cancelled.<br />Zack, Kelly, A.C. Slater, Lisa, Jesse, Screech, Mr. Belding, and Ms. Bliss are the coolest kids that ever went to school!!!!!<br />You remember Full House when Michelle was still a little baby. Awwww!<br />You know where to go if you "wanna go where everybody knows your name."<br />You wanted to be a Goonie. ("Goonies never say die.")<br />You remember Madonna in her cone-bra stage. And as Breathless Mahoney in "Dick Tracy."<br />You knew "The Artist" when he was humbly called "Prince."<br />You even wore flourescent-neon clothing...<br />You could breakdance, or wished you could.<br />The graphics in NINTENDO were just beyond your comprehension.<br />You remember M.C. Hammer and Paula Abdul.<br />You can still sing the rap to "Fresh Prince of Bel Air".<br />How many of you can recite the theme to DuckTales? ("Life is like a hurricane....")<br />You own any cassettes?<br />You owned a pair of L.A. Gear, Keds, or Converse tennis shoes.<br />You carried your lunch to school in a Gremlins or an ET lunchbox.<br />You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the ONLY female smurf. (And how come Baby Smurf never grew up...)<br />My Little Pony, Gummy Bears, Transformers, You Can't Do That on Television, Noozles, KIDS Incorporated, Ghost Busters, Double Dare, and Hey Dude Ranch are familiar to you.<br />You ever had a Swatch Watch or a Doonie and Burke.<br />You actually spent countless hours trying to perfect the "Care Bear stare".(there is nothing wrong with that!!!!)<br />You had Wonder Woman or Superman underoos. (you know it!)<br />You thought that Transformers were more than meets the eye.<br />You spent hours in the basement building and re-building Lego cities.<br />Do Polly Pockets (think of the song)ring a bell?<br />Big wheels and bicycles with streamers were the way to go.<br />With your playschool record player you sang back up to Debbie Gibson.<br />Richard Simmons was cool.<br />"Party like it's 1999" seemed SO far away!!<br />You stayed up all night listening to Teddy Rupskin.<br />Can we say Trapper Keeper?<br />Can you tell you me how to get to Sesame Street?<br />If you wanted to be on the GLADIATORS!!!<br />If you still have a crimper in your bathroom drawer.<br />If you remember singing Amy Grants "Baby, Baby"<br />You owned an Indiana Jones hat.<br />You loved your pink jeans, black stretch pants and big loop earings.<br />If you wanted to pick a lock with a toothbrush just like MacGyver.<br />You wanted to travel through time on Quantum Leap.<br />If you remember when rollerblades were the new thing.<br />If you learned how to spell mouse from the Mickey Mouse Club theme song.<br />You felt like a big girl when your mom bought you GIRL TALK.<br />You used to wear bright pink slip-ons and jelly shoes.<br />You used to compare your little brother to Ferguson.<br />You were scared of the Gremlins.<br />You remember when Ren and Stimpy was a new show.<br />You can complete the line "When there's something strange in the neighborhood..."<br />"We Are The World" holds a VERY special place in your heart, and you get teary-eyed every time you hear it.<br />If Reaganomics and "Read My Lips" sound familiar to you! And Saddam Hussein was the scariest guy on earth!<br />When MTV was all about Rock Hard videos and BIG hair (first aired in 1981!!!) Who the hell is Nirvana, and why did they kill Hair Bands?<br />You don't have a negative connotation in mind when you think of Pee Wee Herman and and the amazing Pee Wee's Play House, not to mention Pee Wee's Big Adventure.<br />Fanny Packs (need I say more...)<br />If you were upset when David the Gnome became a tree. <br />You were shocked to hear the news about Milli Vanilli just as you were shocked to see Madonna dancing infront of a burning cross.<br />Roseanne was a groundbreaking show!<br />Fraggle Rock and Zoobalee Zoo were way better than Barney is now.<br />You made the two straps on your velcro shoes form an X, or took out the shoelaces of your sneakers.<br />Your mother tried to cut your bangs and they ended up being closer to your scalp than any hairtie or headband could get.<br />You liked to wear those frilly fold-over socks with the lace on them over a pair of tights.<br />You owned more Popples than you could count.<br />The Dark Crystal and Labyrinth were NOT AT ALL scary to you as a 4 year old, but in today's standards no parent would ever let a child watch either.<br />You favorite shows were Jeopardy and Wheel of Fortune, even though you did not understand the concept of them.<br /><br /><br />the list goes on and on! Add to the list if you want, but make sure to keep it going on. <br /><br /><br /><br />----------------------<br /><br /><br />Typical Memories of an 80's Child<br />Do you remember Strawberry Shortcake?<br />Wuzzles?<br />Pogo Balls?<br />He-Man and She-Ra?<br />How about Fraggle Rock? <br />ALF? <br /><br />If you can answer yes to any of these questions, congratulations! <br />You are a child of the '80's!<br /><br />You probably woke up in the morning and ate Fruity Marshmallow Krispies and drank Tang. <br />Maybe you listened to Madonna, the Bangles, or Bon Jovi on the radio while you were getting ready for school.<br />You skipped off to school with your Cabbage Patch Kid lunchbox, if you were a girl anyway. <br />If you were a boy, maybe you rode to school on a BMX bike with your Thundercats lunchbox in tow. <br />Your mom always made you a Fluffernutter sandwich, with a Hunts Snack Pack (those little pudding snacks), a Frito Lay Snack Pack, and maybe some chicken soup in your Thermos.<br />And a juice box, of course! <br />You always brought your Trapper Keeper!<br />At school you were bombarded with "Just Say No" propaganda. <br />Maybe you watched with awe right in your classroom as the Challenger took off, and cried out in fear and confusion when it exploded.<br />You were taught about "diversity". <br />And you loved the playground! Ronald Regan was president, Micheal Jackson was the coolest guy around, and everyone was really into hairspraying their hair until it was practically vertical. <br />The bad perm was in. <br />Neon colors and flashy-looking clothes were everywhere.<br />Remember Cyndi Lauper? <br />You might have watched MTV after school, back in the days when it was still about music videos, not about inane gameshows, "reality" based shows, and moronic cartoons. <br />Your favorite video could have been Weird Al's "Like a Surgeon" or even Prince's "Purple Rain".<br />When you went to the movies, you watched Teen Wolf or Back To The Future.<br />Maybe you made your mom and dad sit through both Care Bears movies. <br />Microwave popcorn was in. <br />Did you ever sneak microwave popcorn into the theatre instead of paying for movie theatre popcorn?<br />On Saturday mornings, you woke up extra early to watch Foofur and Pee-wee's Playhouse.<br />Or the Pound Puppies show.<br />Do you remember the theme song to Flintstone Kids? <br />But your favorite TV shows were probably the family-oriented sitcoms <br />that came on later at night:<br />The Cosby Show<br />Family Ties<br />ALF<br />Punky Brewster <br />You probably watched a lot of Nickelodeon too.<br />You Can't Do That On Television, Belle and Sebastian, and even DangerMouse and Pinwheel. <br />If you were really well-to-do, you might have even got cable, like the Disney Channel or HBO. <br />Do you remember Welcome to Pooh Corner, Dumbo's Circus, and Kids Incorporated? <br />And on HBO there was always Fraggle Rock to watch.<br />Those Doozers, Gorgs, and Fraggles living together was pretty interesting to watch.<br />And don't forget the wisdom of the Trash Heap! ("The Trash Heap has spoken, nyahhhh!") <br />And if you didn't have cable, there were still muppets to be found on Sesame Street and The Muppet Show. <br />I bet you remember the theme song to The Muppet Show. <br />There was even a show about Muppet Babies!<br />You ate lots of Doritos and Oreos, and drank lots of Coke. <br />Did you drink New Coke, Cherry Coke, or Classic Coke? <br />You were constantly bombarded with advertising choices. <br />Would it be McDonald's or Burger King? <br />I bet you chose McDonalds, because the older kids called Burger King "Booger King". <br />Coke or Pepsi? <br />Probably Coke, because of those cool Max Headroom commercials. <br />And what about those Chester Cheetah commercials?<br />You probably were dying to know if the Trix Rabbit would ever get those Trix! <br />M&M's still had light brown, and there was no green or blue! <br />And Crest came out with a pump kind of toothpaste!<br />You probably played with Care Bears and Cabbage Patch Kids. <br />And collected Garbage Pail Kids! <br />If you are a boy, you probably loved He-Man, Transformers, and radio-controlled cars. <br />If you are a girl, you probably loved Rainbow Brite, Popples, and My Little Ponies.<br />Did you have a Teddy Ruxpin? <br />How about a Rub-A-Dub-Doggie? <br />And you liked to play games like Trivial Pursuit, CandyLand, Mouse Trap, Clue, or Hungry Hungry Hippos. <br />Trouble was always fun too. <br />Did you think the Pop-A-Matic Bubble was cool?<br />You might have even learned how to skateboard or Pogo Ball. <br />You probably had a Big Wheel though.<br />Did you have a Skip-It?<br />You made delicious snow-cones with your Snoopy Snow-cone Machine.<br />And you lived for Light Brite. <br />I bet you thought the 64 Crayola Crayon box with sharpener was the most deluxe thing you'd ever seen.<br />Nintendo's Super Mario Bros. was the hottest game in town, and everyone loved to go down to the local video arcade and play Hogan's Alley, or Pacman, or Q-Bert.<br />After a long tough day of being a kid, you were exhausted. <br />You probably hated going to sleep so early, as most kids do. <br />And you always felt like you missed "the really good TV shows". <br />You brushed your teeth with your special Muppet Babies toothbrush,<br />using sparkly Crest For Kids toothpaste, and went off to bed. <br />You charged up your Glo-Worms each night, <br />so they'd glow like night lights as you fell asleep under your Garfield comforter. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:51566 2004-04-17T02:03:50Z 2004-04-17T02:03:50Z alkaline trio - dead end road i'm about to head off to the bus station to get on down to lovely bethlehem, pa to visit my darling jess <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_ghostheart' lj:user='ghostheart' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://ghostheart.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://ghostheart.livejournal.com/'><b>ghostheart</b></a></span>!! and kimmi <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_kiwikiss56' lj:user='kiwikiss56' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://kiwikiss56.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://kiwikiss56.livejournal.com/'><b>kiwikiss56</b></a></span> will be coming as well. crazy crazy weekend i'm sure. :-D watch out for some drunk dialing! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:51252 2004-04-02T02:03:10Z 2004-04-02T02:03:10Z apprentice theme song <a name="cutid1"></a> :)"&gt;<br /><br />Four vacations you have taken..<br />1. hawaii<br />2. florida<br />3. new orleans<br />4. quebec<br />♥<br />Four songs you get stuck in your head frequently..<br />1. the spill canvas - all hail the heartbreaker<br />2. the spill canvas - caterpillars<br />3. alkaline trio - another innocent girl<br />4. northstar - taker not a giver<br />♥<br />Four things you'd like to learn..<br />1. how to not put EVERYTHING off until i get too stressed about it<br />2. how to manage money<br />3. how to get to sleep early<br />4. how to get more money<br />♥<br />Four beverages you drink frequently..<br />1. orange juice<br />2. alcohol<br />3. beer<br />4. mountain dew<br />♥<br />Four tv shows that were on when you were a kid..<br />1. zoobalee zoo<br />2. fraggle rock<br />3. ren and stimpy<br />4. are you afraid of the dark?<br />♥<br />Four places to go in your area..<br />1. newbury street<br />2. harvard square<br />3. fenway park area/bars<br />4. boston common<br />♥<br />Four things to do when you're bored..<br />1. computer<br />2. sleep<br />3. movies<br />4. clean [notice that this is the LAST choice]<br />♥<br />Four things that never fail to cheer you up..<br />1. phone calls<br />2. knowing i'll be having an INSANEweekend starting in less than 24 hours<br />3. my little brother joshie<br />4. my friends<br />♥<br />About 15 years ago..<br />1. i was very young<br />2. i knew i was going to be an artist<br />3. i figured out there was no santa<br />4. i used to beat up my little brother<br />♥<br />About 10 years ago..<br />1. i was almost 10<br />2. i went to hawaii<br />3. i was in 4th grade<br />4. i was given the nickname silly<br />♥<br />About 4 years ago..<br />1. i was very very depressed<br />2. i was in 10th grade<br />3. i was on the varsity lacrosse team<br />4. i was friends with a girl who is now my worst enemy<br />♥<br />About 2 years ago..<br />1. i was hearing back from colleges i applied to<br />2. i had only one class a day in school and was out by 9:10 every day<br />3. i was beginning to have feelings for jeremy<br />4. i was in much better shape [went to the gym everyday plus lacrosse]<br />♥<br />About 1 year ago..<br />1. i was living with two crazy roommates that i miss now soo much<br />2. i had some amazing friends here that i never realized were so amazing until i am not able to see them as much anymore<br />3. i was still in the core art program.. oh so easy<br />4. i was thinking about transferring schools<br />♥<br />Today..<br />1. i am soo excited for this weekend<br />2. i am much happier than i was a week ago<br />3. i can't believe this year is almost over<br />4. i'm feeling much more in control of my life and where i am going urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:50911 2004-03-15T16:17:42Z 2004-03-15T16:17:42Z alkaline trio - this is getting over you <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK<br />(_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT<br />(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX<br />(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX<br />(x) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR<br />(x) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN<br />(_) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI<br />(x) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX<br />(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE<br />(_) I NEVER HAD SEX<br />(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC<br />(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED<br />(_) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED<br />(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED<br />(x) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT<br />(x) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME<br />(_) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE<br />(x) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)<br />(x) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING<br />(_) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF <br />(_) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX<br />(x) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED<br />(_) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER<br />(_) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB <br />(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE <br />(x) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE<br />(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND<br />(_) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER <br />(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS<br />(x) I NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE<br />(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL<br />(_) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER<br />(x) I NEVER CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE <br />(x) I NEVER HAD SEX AT THE OFFICE<br />(x) I NEVER GOT MARRIED<br />(x) I NEVER GOT DIVORCED<br />(_) I NEVER RAISED MY VOICE TO MY MOTHER<br />(_) I NEVER GOT A SPEEDING TICKET<br />(x) I NEVER FUCKED AN ANIMAL<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />**Have You Ever?**<br />*. KISSED YOUR COUSIN? no<br />*. RAN AWAY? yes<br />*. BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART? i guess in some ways<br />*. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN? yes<br />*. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED? yes<br />*. BROKEN A BONE? my four top front teeth, my knuckle, and a toe<br />*. DRANK ALCOHOL? yes<br />*. CRIED IN SCHOOL? yes<br /><br />::This or That::<br />*. COKE OR PEPSI? pepsi<br />*. SPRITE OR 7UP? sprite<br />*. FLOWERS OR CANDY? flowers<br />*. QUIET OR LOUD? quiet<br />*. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? brunettes<br />*. BITCHY OR SLUTTY? bitchy<br />*. TALL OR SHORT? tall<br />*. JEANS OR SHORTS? jeans<br /><br />*..::The Last Time You::..*<br />*. SHOWERED? yesterday<br />*. HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? friday night when i made jeremy a bday dinner<br /><br />?...::What Is::...?<br />*. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? don't have one<br />*. PERSON YOU HATE MOST? hahaa don't get me started<br />*. LUCKY NUMBERS? 8, 3<br /><br />::?::What is your favorite..?::<br />*. COLOR? i like pretty much every color<br />*. MOVIE? wet hot american summer, animal house, emperor's new groove, ever after, empire records, out cold, super troopers... oh the list goes on<br />*. BOOK? meh there's a lot of books i like. pretty much any that i make it all the way through reading<br />*. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? drawing<br />*. CARS? jeeeep<br />*. ICE CREAM? ben and jerry's mint chocolate cookie or haagen dazs [sp?] strawberry<br />*. HOLIDAY? my birthday :D<br />*. SEASON? spring/summer<br />*. BREAKFAST FOOD? eggs over easy on an english muffin w/ bacon<br /><br />'::...Who...::'<br />*. MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST? ashley<br />*. MAKES YOU SMILE? all my friends... oh i love them so much<br />*. WHO HAS A CRUSH ON YOU? haha yeah no one<br /><br />*?::Do You Ever::?*<br />*. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT? my cell comes with me everywhere go<br />*. SAVE AOL CONVERSATIONS? yeah deadaim!<br />*. SAVE E-MAILS? only important ones<br />*. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE? nah<br />*. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS? yes<br /><br />\*\::...Have You...::\*\<br />*. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? yes... well i fell for him first and then after we broke up he became my best friend, ha.<br />*. MADE OUT WITH JUST A FRIEND? yes<br />*. BEEN IN LOVE? yes<br />*. BEEN IN LUST? yes<br />*. USED SOMEONE? yes<br />*. BEEN USED? yes<br />*. CHEATED ON SOMEONE?: no<br />*. BEEN CHEATED ON? yes<br />*. BEEN KISSED? yes<br />*. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? i don't regret the things i've done, but those i did not do.<br /><br />...::Who was the last person::...<br />*. YOU TOUCHED? um... all the fucking people that tried to cram into the T last night grr<br />*. YOU TALKED TO? natalee<br />*. YOU HUGGED? my dad yesterday when i was leaving <br />*. YOU IM'ed? jeremy<br />*. WHO BROKE YOUR HEART? um.. well probably jeremy, yep but that was a looong time ago<br /><br />*..::Do you::..*<br />*. COLOR YOUR HAIR? sometimes<br />*. HAVE TATTOOS? yes two<br />*. HAVE PIERCINGS? 2 in each ear, cartlidge in right ear, and tongue<br />*. HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? nopeee<br />*. EVER GET OFF THIS DAMN COMPUTER? haha not likely urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:50467 2004-03-02T21:41:05Z 2004-03-02T21:41:05Z the spill canvas - all hail the heartbreaker sigh, i was just watching the BU women's lacrosse team practice outside and it made me want to cry because i miss it sooooo much, grr fuck being an art major and not having enough time to play on a team :'( so sad...<br /><br />but i have my first broomball game of the year tonight, soooo YAY. i'm still in rough shape from walking 3 miles home on saturday night from the party but hopefully it will go alright and i won't kill myself on the ice hahaha. i get to see all my buddies from last year that i haven't seen much at all this year, so that's exciting, i miss them. woo wish me luck... there's 110 teams this year broken up into a bunch of little leagues, so they are only taking the one top team from each league for the playoffs, so we need to kick ass! right onnnn<br /><br /><br />it's such a beautiful day, i skipped my ceramics class, muahhaha. i did get some work done though, did a decent self portrait -- we have a whole shitload of them due after spring break, and i have a meeting with my professor tomorrow to see how it's coming along... then i'm headed home until the 14th :D yayyy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:49528 2004-02-19T02:54:19Z 2004-02-19T02:54:19Z alkaline trio - bloodied up <a name="cutid1"></a><br />:x: name = sylvi elieson roy<br />:x: piercings = 2 in each ear plsu cartilidge in right ear, and tongue<br />:x: tattoos = blue star on front of left shoulder &lt;3 and heart on right side of abdomin<br />:x: height = 5'6"<br />:x: shoe size = 7.5 - 8<br />:x: hair color = blonde<br />:x: siblings = joshie [7] and robbie [18]<br /><br />LAST...<br />:x: movie you rented = i just buy movies, hardly ever rent.<br />:x: movie you bought = dazed and confused<br />:x: song you listened to = yellowcard - big apple heartbreak<br />:x: song that was stuck in your head = maroon 5 - this love<br />:x: cd you bought = the roots - phrenology<br />:x: cd you listened to = mixed cd from visiting kimmi at udel<br />:x: person you've called = my mommy &lt;3<br />:x: person that's called you = same<br />:x: tv show you've watched = real world last night<br />:x: person you were thinking of = momma<br /><br />DO ...<br />:x: you have a crush on someone = no<br />:x: you wish you could live somewhere else= yes ugh stupid dorms<br />:x: you think about suicide = i have<br />:x: you believe in online dating = no<br />:x: others find you attractive = yes<br />:x: you want more piercings = hmm... i kinda do but there's nothing else i'd want to get done. i want another tattoo though<br />:x: you drink = yes<br />:x: you do drugs = have<br />:x: you smoke = yeah<br />:x: you like cleaning = hahaha. well i like the end result but i never get off my ass to actually do it<br />:x: you like roller coasters = yessss :D<br />:x: you write in cursive or print = it's a mix<br />:x: you carry a donor card = yeah blood donor - TYPE O HERO BABY<br /><br />FOR OR AGAINST...<br />:x: long distance relationships = eh they're not that bad<br />:x: using someone = against<br />:x: suicide = against<br />:x: killing people = against<br />:x: teenage smoking = neutral<br />:x: doing drugs = don't care<br />:x: driving drunk = against, although i shouldn't talk<br />:x: gay/lesbian relationships = for<br />:x: soap operas = lol for<br /><br />FAVORITE...<br />:x: food = spanish olives mmmm<br />:x: song = way too many... but at the moment alkaline trio - queen of pain<br />:x: thing to do = draw<br />:x: thing to talk about = random shit<br />:x: sports = lacrosse&lt;3&lt;3 argh i miss it<br />:x: drinks = sprite & cran raspberry<br />:x: clothes = eh whatever, i wear all different stuff, it just depends on how i'm feeling. i looove to get dressed up but i never do when i'm at school<br />:x: movie = omg i'm such a movie junkie .... wet hot american summer ; slackers ; an american tale ; emperor's new groove ; goonies ; animal house ; breakfast club ; ever after ; dazed and confused ; out cold ; zoolander ; super troopers <br />:x: band/singer = alkaline trio ; yellowcard ; maroon 5 ; the donnas ; garbage ; fiona apple ; the roots ; dave matthews band ; mest ; sugarcult ; bjork<br />:x: holiday = eh whatever<br />:x: cars = jeeps<br /><br />HAVE YOU...<br />:x: ever cried over a girl = in the past yes<br />:x: ever cried over a boy= oh yes<br />:x: ever lied to someone = yes<br />:x: ever been in a fist fight = punched an ex in the back of the head as he was running away from me.. haha. good thing we're good friends now<br />:x: ever been arrested = no<br /><br />WHAT...<br />:x: shampoo do you use = garnier fructis<br />:x: shoes do you wear = black aldo shoes that are falling apart but are sooo comfy, or sneakers<br />:x: are you scared of = bridges<br /><br /><br />NUMBER...<br />:x: of times I have been in love? = two<br />:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = two<br />:x: of hearts I have broken? = eh<br />:x: of girls I have kissed? = hah... a lot<br />:x: of boys I have kissed? = again... a lot, more than girls though<br />:x: of drugs taken illegally? = one, not including alcohol<br />:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 6<br />:x: of people I consider my enemies? hahah don't even go there<br />:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? hmm a few, and i was on the front page once<br />:x: of scars on my body? = a lot, but nothing too serious<br />:x: of things in my past that i regret = 0... i do not regret the things i've done, but those i did not do. -lucas<br /><br />FAVORITE...<br />:x: disney movie - beauty and the beast ; dumbo<br />:x: word - meh i dont know<br />:x: nickname - silver ; syl/sylv<br />:x: guy name - bleh whatever<br />:x: girl name - alexa, gisele, paris<br />:x: eye color- blue<br />:x: flower - rose<br />:x: piercing - lip<br />:x: actor - .. <br />:x: actress - ..<br /><br />DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...<br />:x: pretty - yes<br />:x: funny - can be if i'm with the right person/people<br />:x: hot - haha no, but it's nice when people say it to me ;)<br />:x: friendly - yes<br />:x: amusing - yes<br />:x: ugly - sometimes<br />:x: loveable - yes<br />:x: caring - yes<br />:x: sweet - yes<br />:x: dorky - haah urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:49266 2004-02-19T02:28:18Z 2004-02-19T02:28:18Z alkaline trip - blue carolina omg i loooove my mommy so so much!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:49035 2004-02-17T20:00:29Z 2004-02-17T20:00:29Z yellowcard - star struck sorry i haven't posted in sooo long but i've been busy.<br /><br />arghhh right now i'm missing class, i feel like SHIT. i should be getting my period so it's partly cramps and partly just nausea. ughhh. i slept until 2:30 and woke up and was just like FUCK im supposed to be in class right now. whatever i don't care. i missed is last wednesday too, meh. i'll just do an extra drawing today of me looking like shiiiit. <br /><br />ew i really feel like i'm going to vomit.<br /><br /><br /><br />anyways... things have been so great lately. some people may think i lost everything, but honestly i just feel happier than i have in AGES. it's like i'm free. from things that were bringing me down. fuck that. i'm so happy. i have no reason to ever look back, and i won't. trust me. i'm doing so so well, and it seems like things are just coming together for me [besides the fact that i feel like i am dying right now]. and the thing is, i never even got upset.... usually i would get upset and then get over it later, but it was just like i was set free and have been smiling since. i may have made some mistakes, but i don't see them as mistakes anymore... i'm being selfish, and i think that's just exactly what i need. because for once in such a long time i truly feel happy. :D<br /><br />anyways... i should probably shower so that at least i don't smell while i'm laying around on my bed all day. byekiddos. &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:48644 2004-02-15T18:56:50Z 2004-02-15T18:56:50Z <center><table width="50%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0"><tr><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="red">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="orange">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="yellow">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="green">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="blue">&nbsp;</td><td width="16.67%" bgcolor="purple">&nbsp;</td></tr><tr><td colspan="6" align="center"><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/shared_boxers/578528.html">Marriage is love.</a></td></tr></table></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:48543 2004-02-07T00:29:15Z 2004-02-07T00:29:15Z romeo and juliet omg i fucking love pizza. i was so hungry mmmm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:48265 2004-02-02T17:44:40Z 2004-02-02T17:46:53Z let's get retarded ahhh so this weekend at UDEL was insaneeeee. i had such a blast... i love my kimmi [<span class='ljuser ljuser-name_kiwikiss56' lj:user='kiwikiss56' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://kiwikiss56.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://kiwikiss56.livejournal.com/'><b>kiwikiss56</b></a></span>] and her friends so much!<br /><br />i don't have time right now to write about everything definately check out the pictures and let me know what you think... it's the last album on there<br /><a href="http://community.webshots.com/user/sylviroy" target="_blank">kimmi's birthday weekend at UDEL</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:47874 2004-01-30T02:59:47Z 2004-01-30T02:59:47Z <b>1) using bands names, spell out your name</b><br /><br /><b>S -</b> sister hazel<br /><b>Y -</b> yellowcard<br /><b>L -</b> limp bizkit<br /><b>V -</b> violent femmes<br /><b>I -</b> incubus<br /><br /><b>2) have you ever had a song written about you?</b> no<br /><b>3) what song makes you cry?</b> dmb - two step<br /><b>4) what song makes you happy?</b> the postal service - such great heights<br /><b>5) what do you like to listen to before bed?</b> fiona apple mix cd<br /><br /><b>a p p e a r a n c e<br />height:</b> 5'6"<br /><b>hair color:</b> blonde<br /><b>skin color:</b> fair skinned but not super light<br /><b>eye color:</b> chocolate<br /><b>piercings:</b> 2 holes in each eat + cartilidge and tongue<br /><b>tattoos:</b> two - blue star on front of left shoulder, heart on front of hip<br /><br /><b>r i g h t n o w<br />what color are the pants that you are wearing?</b> american eagle jeans that i've had for like 4 years, soo comfy<br /><b>what song are you listening to right now?</b> i'm watching <i>the apprentice</i><br /><b>what taste is in your mouth?</b> onion rings, ha its kind of gross really<br /><b>what's the weather like now?</b> so fucking cold and windy, it hurts :(<br /><b>how are you?</b> i'm ok, pretty full, bored and putting off laundry<br /><b>get motion sickness?</b> just when i'm reading in the car<br /><b>have a bad habit?</b> cracking the knuckles<br /><b>like to drive?</b> yesss i miss it so much when i am at school<br /><br /><b>f a v o r i t e s<br />tv show:</b> welll... just nbc shows cause that's the only channel i get<br /><b>conditioner:</b> garnier fructis<br /><b>book:</b> angela's ashes<br /><b>non alcoholic drink:</b> orange soda<br /><b>alcoholic drink:</b> beeer! or uv blue raspberry vodka mixed with lemonade and sprite mmm<br /><b>thing to do on the weekend:</b> relax, drink<br /><br /><b>h a v e y o u<br />broken the law:</b> haha yeah<br /><b>ran away from home:</b> nah<br /><b>snuck out of the house:</b> oh wow so many times<br /><b>ever gone skinny dipping:</b> yep<br /><b>ever tipped over a porta potty:</b> lol no<br /><b>used your parents' credit card before:</b> actually no except with their permission<br /><b>skipped school before:</b> yes, esp since i've been at college wow who doesn't<br /><b>fell asleep in shower/bath:</b> nope<br /><b>been in a school play:</b> not a school play, i was in one at camp... i'm not so good with the whole being on stage thing<br /><br /><b>l o v e<br />boyfriend:</b> hah nopeeee<br /><b>sexuality:</b> straight<br /><b>children:</b> not yet... someday definately though<br /><b>current crush:</b> oh don't even go there<br /><b>been in love:</b> twice<br /><b>had a hard time getting over someone:</b> oh my god yes<br /><b>been hurt:</b> oooh yes<br /><b>your greatest regret:</b> i don't regret the things i've done, but those i did not do.<br /><b>gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days:</b> no<br /><br /><b>r a n d o m<br />do you have a job:</b> old navy ... everything there ; mailroom at school<br /><b>your cd player has in it right now:</b> the roots - phrenology ; fiona apple mix ; and some other random mix<br /><b>if you were a crayon what color would you be:</b> magenta<br /><b>what makes you happy:</b> a lot of stuff, i don't even want to sit here and think of them all cause there is a lot<br /><b>what makes you happiest:</b> art&lt;3<br /><b>what's the next cd your gonna get:</b> i don't like to buy cds... too much money and i have an mp3 player so there's no point<br /><br /><b>w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t<br />time you cried:</b> last week<br /><b>you got a real letter:</b> the other day<br /><b>you got e-mail:</b> today<br /><b>thing you purchased:</b> hmm... fOOOD<br /><b>movie you saw in the theater:</b> big fish &lt;3<br /><br /><b>y o u r t h o u g h t s o n<br />abortion:</b> pro choice all the way<br /><b>teenage smoking:</b> doesn't bother me<br /><b>spice girls:</b> hmmm...<br /><b>dreams:</b> haha well i have the most fucked up dreams when i've been drinking... and last night i had some weird dream too haha, i always have weird dreams i just don't even know urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:47727 2004-01-30T02:02:00Z 2004-01-30T02:02:00Z news OK I WROTE THIS LAST NIGHT AND IT WOULDN'T LET ME SEND IT. READ IT ANYWAYS :)<br /><br /><br />blah blah blah. i really need to do laundry! i'm running out of somewhat clean clothes. eek. well i'm pulling an all nighter on thursday night before i take the bus down to see kim so i will probably just do it then if i don't get the chance before. dirty dirty until then. hey i'm an art student right?<br /><br />my fucking ceramics teacher is ridiculous. he expects way too much from us, i mean it's an elective! and he wants us to do two pieces by class on thursday... probably 3 hours worth of work all together which really isn't that bad but come on.. i have class till 8 tomorrow night, plus you know i have OTHER CLASSES that expect work from me as well. eerrrr. oh well not much i can do i guess.<br /><br />oh yeah haha, he sounds just like ben stein. well a mixture of ben stein and strong sad. if you can imagine sitting for 3 hours listening to him talk... you might understand the pain i feel in that class. which really sucks because i love the stuff we're doing, he's just so boringgggggg ahh. most of us are ART STUDENTS, you don't need to treat us like the middle and high schoolers you teach all day. COME ON NOW MAN. <br /><br />haha wow ok i just had to get that out.<br /><br /><br />my art ed prof emailed me back my paper with corrections and actually said "this is very good, easy to read. you will not see many corrections." WOOHOO! i wrote it like a 10 year old would, which i guess is what he was looking for! everyone i've talked to said he dumbed-down their papers.. haha not mine, i'm just dumb to start with hahaha.<br /><br />ok i have to do some work before my friend calls me to go out... bYE LOviES &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:47400 2004-01-26T17:36:46Z 2004-01-26T17:36:46Z oh i fucking love getting woken up to someone banging on my door so hard that it makes me jump out of bed and then realize that it's the maintenence guys and i have no choice but to let them into my room to check my heater for mice even though i am half asleep... GRRRrrRr<br /><br />anyways i needed to get up at 11 and i didn't do i guess this is kind of a good thing, but still not the best feeling in the world to be woken up that way.<br /><br /><br />ok time to shower and get out of here so i can go get some work done for ceramics, yuck urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:47228 2004-01-26T06:21:12Z 2004-01-26T06:21:12Z movie my ass hurts from sitting on my bed for so long... i've been so fucking lazy all day, just started working on my drawings a little while ago... almost done with my big one then i just have to do 3 smaller ones. arghhh. i'm tired though and i just want to read or something boring but i have to do these drawings. and i didn't work on my ceramics at all which means that i need to do it all tomorrow sometime... i have class 2-5 and then work 5-8 then my monday night shows that i refuse to miss hahaha... so i will have to try to go do it all before class at 2 tomorrow. or tuesday morning before my classes that start at 12:30.<br /><br />i'm watching where the heart is.. what a great movie :D la la ok it's time for me to get back to working on these damn drawings arrr. bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:46944 2004-01-25T09:39:52Z 2004-01-25T09:39:52Z fiona apple : the way things are [i just can't stop listening to it] ::sigh:: i'm supposed to be writing my paper right now, but somehow i just keep getting distracted. ahhh well. it's not like i have to get up for anything tomorrow/today. I LOVE SUNDAYS. i do have a lot of work to do tomorrow but i guess it won't be as bad as i was making it out to be, because i mean i am going to get my paper done tonight... i did three of my seven drawings on friday, ceramics actually isn't technically due till class on tuesday, and it won't take me more than an hour to blast through then anyways. graphic design is due tuesday night so i should get one of the things for that done... but all totally managable.<br /><br />so a little while ago there was this loud noise above my room and the stairwell is right next to my room and i hear this loud screaming, a girl and a guy screaming profanities at each other and rushing down the stairs... mind you this is like 3am. so i ran out to the stairs and there were a few people that also did this, including my RA and the RA for the floor above mine who ran down the stairs after them... so while they were yelling i heard the name steve and automatically panicked cause steve lives above me.. so yeah after a little while steve imed me and said it was him and that this huge thing happened with this girl he's been seeing... he came down and we talked and stuff, he got a little violent upstairs though, trashed a bunch of stuff and punched the wall, his knuckles were pretty fucked. i'm glad he calmed down though, he was really pretty upset cause the girl lied to him about spending the day with her ex... not cool. ah well.<br /><br />i'm kind of dazed right now... i'm tired but i'm not. i just feel like of crazy like i drank a 12 pack or something. but at the same time rather alert and chipper. haha anyways, i've got 2 more pages of my paper to go - ahhh what fun. it's such an easy paper to write i just don't feel like writing it up anymore cause i just feel like it's a waste of time. arrrrgh ok byE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:46632 2004-01-25T06:54:31Z 2004-01-25T06:58:36Z an american tale sooo tonight was so much fun! i back to my room at 5 after a stressful day of signing in packages and dealing with angry students... and jamie imed me and invited me to go over to her place to watch some <i>my so called life</i> and order some chinese with her, maggie and sam. so i headed over around 6:30 and got to see the girls and chat and just had a blast. it was just great chilling out and talking and laughing. they made me smile all night long.<br /><br />it's possible i might live with jamie next year cause one of her roommates is going abroad for a semester, and one is *hopefully* moving out cause she's a bitch and no one wants her living there. ahh it would be such a relief to have a place to live because i don't want to live on campus. and the apartment is really nice... plus i love jamie and her roommates are all really nice. we'll see what happens, i still have a while to figure it all out.<br /><br />spring break is also pretty much all set as long as it works out... :D<br /><br />i'm a happy girl!<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><img src="http://img5.photobucket.com/albums/v14/sylviboo/magjamsam.jpg" alt="" align="bottom"><br />maggie jamie and sam at mags' bday dinner<br /><br /><br />i have to write a 4 page paper on "my art history" for art education that's due in a few hours... so i'm working on that now, it's pretty easy so whatever. we're making story books with pictures and stuff using what we write so it doesn't have to be like a thesis paper or something, thank goooodness. and i'm watching <i>an american tale</i>.... only one of the greatest movies of all time! i got it in the mail today, i ordered it from amazon.com. soo many movies - i will have to write out an updated list of my movies soon so you guys can see how obsessed i am. haha, okay time to get back to that paper, yick. i'm tired so i need to hurry up. BYE&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sylviboo:46350 2004-01-24T16:35:22Z 2004-01-24T16:35:22Z <font style="font-family:arial;text-align:justify;letter-spacing:1.5px;font-size: 9pt"><div align="justify"><br /><br />::sigh:: i don't want to go to work!! actually i don't mind work i just could use a couple more hours of sleep. oh welllll. <br /><br /><br />got another visit from drunken steve last n ight hahahha. the kid cracks me up. <br /><br /><br />ok time for me to shower then go sort some mail BYE</font></div>