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[Nov. 30th, 2004|05:14 pm] |
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[01] what's your first name? sylvi
[02] middle name? elieson
[03] last name? roy
[04] nickname? syl sylv silver sylamanilla
[05] age? twenty
[06] gender? female
[07] birthday? june third
[08] your sign? gemini
[09] where do you live? boston, ma
[10] do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no.
[11] if so what's her/his name?
[12] have you ever been in love? yes
[13] who are/were your crushes? nothing now, and no need to dwell on the past right?
[14] do u want any tatoos? i have two, i want more
[17] if so what kind and where? i have a star on the front of my left shoulder, and a heart somewhere else, and i kind of want something on the back of my right shoulder
[18] where do you shop at the most? gap, urban
[19] what color is your hair? blonde
[20] what color are your eyes? chocolate
[21] how tall are you? 5'6"
[23] do you smoke? yes
[24] do your friends smoke? some
[25] who are your closest friends? robbie, jayme, ash, steve, courtney, kimmi, rachael, dawn, scott, tony, ang
[26] who are your friends? a lot of others
[27] who are your best friends online? they're all people i've met
[28] do you like bath & body works? sure
[29] kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? neutrogena clean, or dove
[30] is your hair short or long? long
[31] do you like to shop? yes, a bit too much
[32] what sports do you play? lacrosse, broomball, skiing, snowboarding, waterskiing
[33] what turns you on? not in the mood for this question at all
[34] what turns you off?
[35] what place do you go for fun? gville
[36] what do you do for fun? drink, art, movies
[37] how many phones do you have in your house? just my cell phone in the apt
[38] how many tv's do you have in your house? one
[39] what's your favorite food(s)? flintstones push ups
[40] do you look like anyone famous? you tell me
[41] do you think ricky martin is muy guapo (very handsome)? no
[42] who are the most attractive people you know? everyone around me
[43] are you a virgin? no
[44] do you wish to be like your parents? there are good and bad things about both of them, i'd like to be a mix of the two
[45] what cologne should a hot guy wear? i don't care as long as it's not too much of whatever they wear, that drives me crazy
[46] what are you listening to right now? northstar - pollyanna cd
[48] how many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? usually around 30 min
[49] do you have your own phone line? cell phone
[51] what are your favorite shoes? new balance sneakers
[52] what kind of clothes do you sleep in: tank top and shorts
[53] what's your favorite soda? cape cod cranberry soda
[54] what things do you say a lot? i don't usually say much at all, especially lately
[56] who is the coolest person in the world?: no comment
[57] do you think you're weird or funny? both at times
[59] who was the last person you called? mike from work
[60] where do you wanna get married? mount desert island maine, on the rocks at the beach
[61] who is the hottest girl/guy in your school? mehhh
[62] what are your favorite girl names? alexa
[63] what are your favorite guy names? owen
[64] what's your worst memory in the past 5 years? let's not go into it
[65] what's your favorite childhood memory? selling lady slippers with my best friend jessica and then finding out they are almost extinct after we picked them all from the woods behind my house
[66] what is your favorite fast food restaurant? panera
[67] who do you really hate? haaaa
[68] do you have any brothers and sisters? yes
[69] if so, names? robbie and joshie
[70] do you have a pool? no
[71] do you have a spa? no, but at my ski house we have an old fashioned sauna with the woodstove and everything
[72] are you stupid? seeing how my classes have been going lately, yes.
[73] what are you addicted to? procrastination
[74] do you like jewelry? yes but in small amounts
[75] who do you wish you were? anyone other than me right now
[76] who has it easier, boys or girls? oh guys do definitely
[77] would you rather be short or tall? tall, although i like where i am now
[78] do you like to dance? when i'm in the mood
[79] do you like playing pranks on people? yess
[80] what's your least favorite subject in school? anything besides art and math
[81] what's your favorite subject in school? art
[82] what time is it? 4:19
[83] what college do you wanna go to? i'm at boston university now, and i want to go somewhere in cali for grad school
[84] what school do you go to now? see above
[85] if so, what are your favorite games? huh
[87] do you sleep a lot? yes, too much
[88] what are your favorite radio stations? i don't listen to the radio much, but when i do it's BCN
[90] are you a morning person? oh god no
[91] what's your favorite tv station? adult swim on cartoon network, comedy central
[92] Do you wear nail polish? in the summer, on my toes
[93] how often do you shower? at least once a day
[94] do you get along with your parents? yeah except when my mother brings up money
[95] what room do you spend the most time in? um the one room in my apartment
[96] how many rooms does your house have? well there's the bedroom, hallway, bathroom and the smalled kitchen ever
[97] what do you wanna be when you're out of school? 3d animator/special effects for movies [pixar]
[98] do you curse a lot? yeah
[99] are you ticklish? yes
[101] what are you wearing right now? fcuk jeans, blue silk scarf belt from gap, and a white ribbed tank top
[102] do you go to church? noooo
[103] do you like the person who sent you this? i got it from andy's lj
[104] do you believe in god? nope
[105] do you like to watch pda's? no actually they make me vomit
[106] do you show pda? who would i show it to?
[107] do you believe in love at first sight? yes
[108] what color is your toothbrush? magenta
[109] how many times a day do you brush your teeth? twice
[110] who is your favorite cartoon character? spongebob, all the griffins, fifel
[111] do you have a job? gap on newbury st
[113] what's your favorite fruit? pomegranite
[114] what's your favorite veggies? cukes, native tomatoes, snow peas, green peppers, broccoli, asparagus, artichokes... i love veggies
[115] what's your favorite candy? lemonheads, crunch bars
[116] what was the best day of your life so far? honestly i am in too bad of a mood to think of something good
[117] what are you gonna do today? well i already left photography early, at 6 i have history of graphic design, then i'm cooking maggie my delicious shrimp scampi
[118] are you momma's little angel? no
[119] do you wear body spray? no i wear body oil
[120] who is the sweetest girl? ha girls aren't sweet
[121] who is the sweetest guy? my little joshie boy
[122] are you wearing nail polish now? no
[123] if so, what color?
[124] how many rings or necklaces do you own? not many necklaces, but a bunch of rings
[125] do you wear a watch? yes.
[126] did/do you have braces? no but i have fake teeth
[127] are you tired? i'm just numb right now
[130] what are you thinking right now? why am i on this planet?
[131] are you having fun? not at the moment
[132] what time is it? 4:34
[133] who makes you laugh? ryan
[134] who's your favorite teacher? margaret, my drawing prof from freshman year, ruled
[135] what is the best concert you have ever been to? northstar's short set at a show i went to, and coheed and cambria
[136] what is your favorite dream? the one i had last week, i was making out with avril and she asked for my #
[137] what is your worst dream? the one where someone i cared very much about died and someone else wouldn't let me go to their funeral... the only time i actually woke up crying, and was really really upset for the next few days
[138] are you tired of filling this out yet? it's keeping me occupied so i don't freak out
[139] who of your friends do you think will get bored with this the most? i don't think anyone will even read past my name
[140] who sent this lovely survey to you? you already asked this, asshole
[141] what's your worst memory as a little kid? breaking my teeth off
[142] have you ever cheated on anyone/been cheated on? i have been cheated on but i haven't and hopefully won't cheat on anyone
[143] do you believe in santa claus? sure
[144] do you believe in ghosts? yes
your opinions
[157] what do you think about boy bands? hahahaha
[158] what do you think about country? faith hill is hot
[159] what do you think about heavy metal? yeah sure
[160] what do you think about rap? no
[161] what do you think about r&b? it's alright i guess
[162] do you think nkotb are coming back? no i don't
yes or no or eh
[163] like Hanson? sometimes
[164] like *Nsync? no
[165] like Backstreet Boys? no
[166] like Korn? sometimes
[167] like Orgy? blue monday or whatever it was was good
[168] like Sugar ray? yeah old school what
[169] like Metalica? used to
[170] like No doubt? yesss
[171] like Britney Spears? god no
[172] like Saves The Day? yes
[173] like Dashboard Confessional? yea
[174] like MxPx? hm
[175] like Nine Inch Nails? their old stuff
[176] like Busta Rhymes? no
[177] like the Offspring? yes def
[178] like Shakira? she's hot
[179] like Nelly Furtado? oh god i'm like a bird brings back bad memories
[180] like Ludacris? no
[181] like Janet Jackson? i like scream with micheal
[182] like Nickelback? eh
[183] like Puddle Of Mudd? i guess
[184] like Cold?
[185] like Lil Bow Wow? oh god was he the one that got ass raped?
[186] like DMX? old stuff reminds me of soph year of hs
[187] like Twisted Sister?
[188] like Misfits?
[189] like ICP? huh
[190] like Dixie Chicks? if i'm in the mood
[191] like Mariah Carey? some of it
[192] like Joe? no
[193] like Hoobastank? yeah
[194] like Eminem? i like his old stuff
[195] like Shania Twain? man i feel like a woman was good
[196] like Ja-Rule? no
[197] like Jay-Z? no
[198] like Blues Traveler? yes
[199] like Barenaked Ladies? yesss
[200] like Incubus? eh maybe
[201] like Green Day? YES
[202] like Limp Bizkit? faith is great, even though it's a remake
[203] do you like the Beatles? yes def
[204] do you like The Deftones?
[205] do you like the Strokes? eh
[206] do you like Queen? yes, another one bites the dust
[207] do you like Elton John? yes
[208] do you like Further Seems Forever?
[209] do you like Depeche Mode? eh
[210] how many cd's do you have? like 20 real ones, lots of mixed ones
[211] what cd's are in your cd player? northstar - pollyanna, coheed and cambria - in keeping secrets of silent earth:3, avril lavigne - under my skin
[212] how many tapes do you have? one here... dmb
[213] do you own videos of your favorite group? no
[214] do you record your favorite group when they're on tv? no but i always watch avril and drool
[215] are you obsessed with your favorite group/singer/band? no i'm not obsessed but i love them
[216] what's the oldest group/singer you are still listening to? U2 i think
[217] are most of your friends music freaks? no but a few are
[218] what do you think of the girls and the whole teeny bopper thing? ew
[219] have you ever paid for a pay-per-view? yes
[220] do you ever buy merchandise of your favorite group? yeah shirts at shows
[221] what tv station is better...mtv or vh1? vh1
[222] what is the worst show on mtv? dora the explorer
[223] what is the best show on mtv? family guy
[225] what is the worst cd you own? i like the ones i still have, i threw a lot of them away
[226] what's your favorite movie soundtrack? empire records
[227] friend(s) that looks most like you? jessie
[228] friend(s) you have the most fun with? 26 gville boys
[229] friend(s) you've dreamt about? a lot of them
[230] long or short hair? i'm guessing this is talking about what you want in the person you date... at the moment, long
[231] dark or blonde? anything as long as they have blue or green eyes
[232] tall or short? um doesn't matter
[233] mr. sensitive or mr. funny? i like girls
[235] dark or light eyes? light
[236] hat or no hat? no hat
[237] ears pierced or no? yes... well it doesnt matter
[238] dark, tan or fair? tan or nicely toned fair
[239] thank god almost done
[240] freckles or none? i like freckles but def not necessary
[241] rugged outdoorsy type or sportsy type? hm i don't care
[242] all american, homey g, or grunge? um, none of those?
[243] accent or american? accent
preferences
[244] mt. dew or surge? do the dew
[245] mcdonalds or burger king? mcdonalds
[246] coke or pepsi? pepsi
[247] rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend? has to be both
[248] sweet or sour? both
[249] chocolate or vanilla? vanilla
[250] tea or coffee? passion tea from starbucks
[251] sappy/action/comedy/horror? comedy
[252] cats or dogs? dog... cat would be nice if i wasn't allergic
[253] cool ranch or nacho cheese? cool ranch most of the time
[254] mud or jello wrestling? mud, it's fun
[255] with or without ice-cubes? with
[256] milk/dark/white chocolate? white
[257] rain or shine? shine unless it's warm rain
[258] top or bottom? okay where did this question come from? this whole survey has been really G rated...
[259] favorite season? spring
[260] strawberry or cherry? strawberry
[271] lights on or off? it's good both ways
what's your favorite?
[276] what's your favorite color? green and blue
[277] what's your favorite number? 3 and 8
[278] what's your favorite drink? beer and captain&coke
[279] what's your favorite animal? my little brother
[280] what's your favorite holiday? i don't really like holidays
[281] what's your favorite quote?
"last night i felt my life burn my eyes
falling asleep on fire i remembered you
and i'm trying, i'm trying
i'll wait here and wish for
a gorgeous disaster to happen
because nothing fucking matters anymore
and i can't wish anymore
for angels with perfect skin
with halos that always bend" --northstar
[282] what's your favorite sound? silence
[283] what's your favorite ice cream flavor? coffee
[284] what's your favorite song ever? all hail the heartbreaker -- the spill canvas
[285] what's your favorite book? sex, drugs and cocoa puffs by chuck klosterman
[286] what's your favorite movie? wet hot american summer, what dreams may come, out cold, the goonies, slackers, empire records... there are way too many
[287] what's your favorite tv show? family guy
[288] what's your favorite place? boston
[289] what's your favorite game? beirut
[290] what's your favorite scent? dream more [gap] and fuzzy peach [body shop]
on relationships
[295] what does your ideal girlfriend/boyfriend look like? ugh seriously
[296] how do they act?
[297] where is your dream date? laying on the beach looking at the stars
[298] do you like to call or be called? be called
[299] move anywhere, where would it be? california
[300] what time is it now? 5:12 [this thing took me over an hour, but at least i'm a little more calm now] |
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[Nov. 30th, 2004|03:26 am] |
i can't even tell you how easy it is sometimes just to lose it... break down... from the smallest things
things are so complicated in my brain, my mind is racing but my body just won't move except to do the one thing i swore i wouldn't do
no i have to stop it
seriously half an hour ago i was okay and now i'm not and i don't know fucking why, i really don't understnad it at all... maybe there's more to it than anyone realizes. i don't know what i'm talking about honestly, it's just comin gout of my head. i am not drunk or high for the first time in a week and a half and i honestly think it's fucking me up in a different way because my mind is focused way too much on shit that i thought didn't matter to me anymore
i don't know i just need to lay in bed with my eyes wide open like they are right now and think about things, and try to keep my hands from reaching to grab what is on the table next to me
i swear i'll write a more normal post when i am actually normal. right now i'm not |
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[Nov. 8th, 2004|02:04 am] |
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so... thursday night i'm not even going to go into because it was just... different.
friday i was supposed to work 2:30-5:30 but ended up staying until close because i need the money badddly. i actually enjoy working now because i'm officially a gapbody girl and that just makes me happy :) i love having a specific department in the store, that's what i missed the most from working at old navy when i had my women's dept. i love body
so when i got out i headed over to steve's of course. we went upstairs and ate the chicken mike made and it was deeeelicious. then headed up to the roof to walk over to 16 gville... a bit of craziness there-- destroyed my knuckle while punching the wall in the stairway with steve and mike, haha. got that on video and it was quite funny. also... flip cup, freakouts/attempts at fighting, getting really upset over something that shouldn't have been said to me, the 60 second kegstand, etc etc
saturday was spent cooking... i have to tell you that trying to make cookies without a mixer is not the easiest thing in the world. my arm is still sore. then i cooked a steak dinner for me and the birthday boy steve, and oh my it was delicious. peter luger is my hero haha.
around 9:30 i headed over to steve's to get ready for the big dual birthday bash for steve and chris. 2 kegs, 4 30 racks, 8 handles of vodka for jungle juice. crrrrazy. i was cup bitch... had to make back the money we put down for alcohol. mags and the girls came by [minus carolyn booo] and it was soo good seeing them.
yeah so... 1am came around, and i was talking to the girls, when jenny comes in and tells me that steve is in the kitchen bleeding. i flipped out... ran in to find him covered in blood... think carrie with the pig's blood... here's a pic, it's pretty graphic... some kid threw a glass down the stairs by the kitchen, and it smashed all over his face.. think numerous very bad cuts all over his forehead. so yeah, bobby--steve's roommate-- called an ambulance, and we had to get everyone out of the apt [and it was packed... still don't know how everyone got out so quickly] and he was refusing to get into an ambulance, he said he would be fine... we convinced him to go and i went with them, but he didn't think they let anyone in because they made me sit in the front seat, so he was in the back yelling and i couldn't really do anything about it... we finally got to the hospital and i got out and some metal thing like the end of a tack got into my sandal and stabbed me in the big toe, but in my state of freaking out about finding steve, i just pulled it out and didn't think about it... i found him and he had to go get xrays and stitches so i started to walk to the waiting room, only to find that my toe was gushing blood and it was all over my foot and shoe... grossness... so i went and washed it off in the bathroom and got a bandaid from the guy at the front desk. didn't stop much of the bleeding but oh well. so finally around 4am, after calling everyone and letting them know it would be a couple more hours before steve would be out, he came walking out with a huge bandage on his head... and we grabbed a cab and went back to his apt. people were passed out on the couches... lesley was waiting up for him in his room along with rena, and bobby was around too... i left a little after that and passed out, woke up and worked 11:30-8 today.
so yeah... not going to write anymore but i just have to say that it was quite the eventful night.... happy birthday steve, i heart you!
i have class at 8 and it's 2 now... i'm so screwed.... |
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[Nov. 4th, 2004|11:47 am] |
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i'm such a bum. even though i have a whole crapload of work to do for art ed tonight, i am sitting in my bed, on my computer. i slept in later than i should have and i've been sitting here for almost 45 minutes already. i just can't bring myself to get up haha. i have to do my symbolic self portrait [not even going to try to explain it... it's so silly] and do all the reading for the class.
before art ed i have photography... at least i have fun film to develop. i get to see all my pics from the red sox parade, plus allison and i went down to the park on monday and took some really fun pictures...the majority of which will not help me really with my millions of assignments that are due, but whatever. it was fun to take creative, more artistic photos. so hopefully they will come out alright.
so last night i was putting together my schedule for next semester. i have to take graphic design, typography, and photography again. and then i have to take processes and structures which is an art ed class which will suckkkk because it's twice a week for 3 hours and i can barely handle the once a week that i have now. blahhhghghhhgghhh.
and then i have to take an art elective... i wanted to take this new jewelry making course because i loved my jewelry class in high school, and i was so excited because it was just once a week for 3 hours, and it fit perfectly into my schedule... but it's a pain in the ass because we have to drive to lincoln, ma which is like a half hour drive. the transportation is provided but it wouldn't be all that fun unless i had someone to go with me. so whatever, i think i just may take my painting teacher from last year's course called color.. it's a painting class and you learn about how different colors work together and stuff... i've seen a lot of stuff that's been done from that class and it looks really good and i love richard too, he was such a great professor. i learned sooo much in that class. i was telling maggie she should take that class too if she wants to take a cfa course, because it's open to non cfa students. so yeah, that could be fun taking a class together. maybe she'll end up modeling for us [hahahah]
my apartment is a mess. i took down allll my lovely posters and crap the other day because i got some of the display stuff that was leftover at gap where i work... they're pretty cool, like metallic and pretty, and i put them up on my walls and then i was going to put the posters back up over them. but of course because i suck, they all fell down and they're so big and took me so long to put up that i really just don't have the motivation to do it again. so now my walls are bare and ugly and have sticky tape all over them and pretty much just look like ass. yay for me. so i am going to try to put stuff back up later tonight, although i'll have to pick up more sticky tape stuff. fucking pain in my ass
anyways, i guess i should get off my butt and take a shower because i smell. lunch with mags at 3:30 yay! but lots of work to do before that. and after that. and foreverrrr and everrrr...... hmmm maybe i should just learn to manage my time better.
xolove
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[Nov. 3rd, 2004|12:31 pm] |
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so. where to start. i didn't write shit about what was going on with me last semester at school... i was worried about who might see it and yeah, it was just not a good thing to put anything up about it. i put on the fake facade here that i was happy with how things were going, but in reality, my whole world fell to pieces last year. basically... i screwed over one of my best friends here. why, i still don't understand. it was the biggest mistake i have ever made in my life and it changed things completely for me. i started seeing her exgf/gf [yes, i was seeing a girl, it's nothing big anymore to me or anyone i know, so hopefully it isn't to any of you that don't know], whatever their relationship was at the time, i don't even know for sure because the girl kept telling me they weren't together and it was okay... but even if they weren't, it just wasn't okay. the beautiful face i fell for, and what seemed to be genuine caring feelings for me turned out to be so wonderful. i thought i was happy, but how could i have been happy if i was falling back into the old destructive habits of the beginning of high school? i would do things and she would know, she seemed to read me so well, and would always be able to calm me down, but only for a short period of time. i never could even cry in front of her when that's all i wanted to do, just let my heart out... because even though i felt like there was something there, i knew there wasn't. the other girl was still in the picture, and i knew they obviously had more than i would ever have with her but i still stuck around. i got it into my head that we would last as friends... i honestly thought that she cared about me as a person, but i later realized that i was just a piece of ass to her, and it made her feel better about it by pretending to worry about me, even though she was somehow causing all the fucking pain in my life. i lost all of my friends, and i am not going to blame it all on her, but come on... she could have stopped it, i mean she knew what would happen.
okay that's enough venting about that whole situation in such an unclear manner, i am sure if anyone actually read that, they have noo fucking clue what i was talking about. sorry..
so she stopped talking to me once we left for home for the summer. i figured that maybe she was just busy, maybe she meant to call but forgot... but then i arrived back in boston for school and it was the same thing. i would call, im, text message... no response. it hurt, a lot. because she had said that we would be friends and for some reason i actually believed her.
i am not going to go into all the details, but to make a long story short, this semester i have made up with maggie, the friend i hurt so badly, and somehow she was able to forgive me. i don't know how she did it, but i am so glad she did. i've never regretted anything like i regret what i did to her. and i told jamie that i never want to see or speak to her ever again. and all of the other girls are around again too... i don't know how i could possibly give up the unbelievable friendships that i could have created with them all in the past nine months, all for a girl who made me believe that she cared, knowing that i cared about her and that she made me what i thought was the happiest i could be... a girl that could just stop talking to me and expect me to wait around until she felt that she could talk to me again.
that's enough talk about her. i am so happy i have the girls back in my life, and hopefully we can gain back the time lost.
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so otherwise, this semester has been pretty good.
my social life is incredible... i am out every weekend with a great group of friends... jayme, one of my best friends from home, is going to school really close to boston now so i've gotten to see her a few times...
school is eh, i do like my classes but i slacked off way too much in the beginning of the semester, and i'm definitely feeling it now... i'm trying to catch up but i'm almost too far behind to do it... so i'm just trying to get everything that we're doing now in on time and also work on getting all the other stuff little by little. i am sure i am not going to get very good grades this semester, but it's not worth giving myself an ulcer from stressing over it. i still have 2 1/2 years plus next summer left [i am doing a 5 year program to get my masters, and part of it is that i have to take one summer of classes], so i know that i can make it up. i definitely have learned from my mistakes... and i refuse to let myself do it again. i need to have fun, but i don't need to screw myself over for the future.
money: NOT GOOD. i don't know what to do. i need to come up with like $600 pronto. or more. and that is just for rent for december. i'm not even telling you what i owe on my credit cards. i def am the worst at handling finances.
work: i'm working at the gap on newbury street, which is a major shopping area with all sorts of boutiques and stuff. i love it there... it's such a change from working at old navy for 3 years. i worked at the gap for a year before old navy, but it was so much different than this. my managers here are all young and fun and i love the other people i work with too. drew barrymore came in twice while she was filming at fenway. and alec baldwin [or one of them] came in one time when i wasn't there. i work mostly in gapbody, selling bras and such... it's fun
red sox: HELL YEAH WORLD SERIES! i doubt many of you are hardcore fans like me... but my god, absolute craziness. 86 years and we broke the curse. i love those boys so much. the sox parade rolling rally was this past saturday and i went and took pictures of some of the guys... one of my assignments for photography is to take pictures of a famous person, so i guess i got it there. i got some really good ones... my fave is ortiz holding up the trophy
concerts: i've been to a few in the past couple of weeks... oct 15th was coheed and cambria-- oh wow. they were fucking amaaazing. i was in the moshpit the whole time and i crowdsurfed[!!] to blood red summer which is my favorite song obviously. oct 17th was northstar, straylight run, and hot rod circuit. say anything was supposed to come too but the singer was sick. oh man, northstar, i honestly am in love with them. i wish icould see them over and over again because they were fucking incredible live. and straylight too.... oh god, michelle nolan is the most perfect human being i have ever set my eyes upon. ahhhhhhhhhh. they were amazing tooo... hot rod cicuit, not so much. i don't like any of their stuff except for the pharmacist, that song is alright. ohhh but monday night --- i went to see AVRIL. at the fleet center. 5th FUCKING ROW ON THE FLOOR. jayme got tickets and took me with her, and oh my... she was incredible. i am so in love with her... i wanted to much to jump on stage and make out with her. she's sooo good live too, i was drooling i think. she's really blonde now which i don't know if i like too much but it doesn't make me love her any less. bronson orroyo, one of the pitchers from the red sox, was sitting 2 rows in front of us.
i'm going to see taking back sunday on november 18th which should be fabbbbulous, i can't wait. i'll let you guys know how that is later of course
okay anyways. i know i didn't cover everything from the past like year but i got as much out as i can right now, and i'm sure that no one actually made it through this entire thing. i appreciate it if you did, but i understand if you didn't. i'm def going to keep updating, and they shouldn't be quite this long from here on out. love you all....
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[Oct. 20th, 2004|11:55 am] |
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wow it's been a long fucking time. so much has happened... soooo much. and actually i didn't write anything about the shit that happened last semester did i? i guess i have a lot to explain to everyone... but i can't write it all right now because i have to go to health services [i'm coughing up blood... yummy] and then go to work 3-10...
oh ps i hope there are some red sox fans on here because HOLY SHIT! we made history last night!!! this whole series has been crazy... almost every game i've watched over at steve's apartment, with all yankees fans... last night unfortunately i wasn't there, but it would have been amazing to rub it in their faces. they talk so much shit about how sox fans are so crazy, but umm yeah yanks throwing balls on the field and a-rod slapping the glove away like a fucking bitch... not so classy yanks, not so classy.
anyways... just wanted to quickly say hello and let you know that i will be writing more soon...
heart, sylv |
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[Apr. 21st, 2004|10:14 pm] |
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hahaha I'M SUCH AN ASS
i just went to make spaghettios, and you have to put saran wrap on it to do it in the microwave... so i put it on and somehow this shirt tag that was on the fridge in front of the microwave got stuck to it and i didn't notice, and all of a sudden it's cooking and i smell smoke and im like AH! and i look in and the tag is ON FIRE like blazing.... so i had to open the door and blow it out and it was all smokey in my room, luckily i busted out my fan and opened my door so the fire alarm didn't go off... but seriously that was the funniest thing ever i'm like dying right now hahahha. such a fool i am, such a fool.
i just want my spaghettios but now they will taste like burnt shirt tag hahaha yuck |
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[Apr. 16th, 2004|10:02 pm] |
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i'm about to head off to the bus station to get on down to lovely bethlehem, pa to visit my darling jess ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ghostheart!! and kimmi kiwikiss56 will be coming as well. crazy crazy weekend i'm sure. :-D watch out for some drunk dialing! |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2004|04:40 pm] |
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| | the spill canvas - all hail the heartbreaker | ] |
sigh, i was just watching the BU women's lacrosse team practice outside and it made me want to cry because i miss it sooooo much, grr fuck being an art major and not having enough time to play on a team :'( so sad...
but i have my first broomball game of the year tonight, soooo YAY. i'm still in rough shape from walking 3 miles home on saturday night from the party but hopefully it will go alright and i won't kill myself on the ice hahaha. i get to see all my buddies from last year that i haven't seen much at all this year, so that's exciting, i miss them. woo wish me luck... there's 110 teams this year broken up into a bunch of little leagues, so they are only taking the one top team from each league for the playoffs, so we need to kick ass! right onnnn
it's such a beautiful day, i skipped my ceramics class, muahhaha. i did get some work done though, did a decent self portrait -- we have a whole shitload of them due after spring break, and i have a meeting with my professor tomorrow to see how it's coming along... then i'm headed home until the 14th :D yayyy |
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[Feb. 18th, 2004|09:28 pm] |
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omg i loooove my mommy so so much!!! |
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[Feb. 17th, 2004|02:59 pm] |
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sorry i haven't posted in sooo long but i've been busy.
arghhh right now i'm missing class, i feel like SHIT. i should be getting my period so it's partly cramps and partly just nausea. ughhh. i slept until 2:30 and woke up and was just like FUCK im supposed to be in class right now. whatever i don't care. i missed is last wednesday too, meh. i'll just do an extra drawing today of me looking like shiiiit.
ew i really feel like i'm going to vomit.
anyways... things have been so great lately. some people may think i lost everything, but honestly i just feel happier than i have in AGES. it's like i'm free. from things that were bringing me down. fuck that. i'm so happy. i have no reason to ever look back, and i won't. trust me. i'm doing so so well, and it seems like things are just coming together for me [besides the fact that i feel like i am dying right now]. and the thing is, i never even got upset.... usually i would get upset and then get over it later, but it was just like i was set free and have been smiling since. i may have made some mistakes, but i don't see them as mistakes anymore... i'm being selfish, and i think that's just exactly what i need. because for once in such a long time i truly feel happy. :D
anyways... i should probably shower so that at least i don't smell while i'm laying around on my bed all day. byekiddos. <3 |
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[Feb. 6th, 2004|07:28 pm] |
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omg i fucking love pizza. i was so hungry mmmm |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2004|12:44 pm] |
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| | let's get retarded | ] |
ahhh so this weekend at UDEL was insaneeeee. i had such a blast... i love my kimmi [kiwikiss56] and her friends so much!
i don't have time right now to write about everything definately check out the pictures and let me know what you think... it's the last album on there
kimmi's birthday weekend at UDEL |
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[Jan. 29th, 2004|09:59 pm] |
1) using bands names, spell out your name
S - sister hazel
Y - yellowcard
L - limp bizkit
V - violent femmes
I - incubus
2) have you ever had a song written about you? no
3) what song makes you cry? dmb - two step
4) what song makes you happy? the postal service - such great heights
5) what do you like to listen to before bed? fiona apple mix cd
a p p e a r a n c e
height: 5'6"
hair color: blonde
skin color: fair skinned but not super light
eye color: chocolate
piercings: 2 holes in each eat + cartilidge and tongue
tattoos: two - blue star on front of left shoulder, heart on front of hip
r i g h t n o w
what color are the pants that you are wearing? american eagle jeans that i've had for like 4 years, soo comfy
what song are you listening to right now? i'm watching the apprentice
what taste is in your mouth? onion rings, ha its kind of gross really
what's the weather like now? so fucking cold and windy, it hurts :(
how are you? i'm ok, pretty full, bored and putting off laundry
get motion sickness? just when i'm reading in the car
have a bad habit? cracking the knuckles
like to drive? yesss i miss it so much when i am at school
f a v o r i t e s
tv show: welll... just nbc shows cause that's the only channel i get
conditioner: garnier fructis
book: angela's ashes
non alcoholic drink: orange soda
alcoholic drink: beeer! or uv blue raspberry vodka mixed with lemonade and sprite mmm
thing to do on the weekend: relax, drink
h a v e y o u
broken the law: haha yeah
ran away from home: nah
snuck out of the house: oh wow so many times
ever gone skinny dipping: yep
ever tipped over a porta potty: lol no
used your parents' credit card before: actually no except with their permission
skipped school before: yes, esp since i've been at college wow who doesn't
fell asleep in shower/bath: nope
been in a school play: not a school play, i was in one at camp... i'm not so good with the whole being on stage thing
l o v e
boyfriend: hah nopeeee
sexuality: straight
children: not yet... someday definately though
current crush: oh don't even go there
been in love: twice
had a hard time getting over someone: oh my god yes
been hurt: oooh yes
your greatest regret: i don't regret the things i've done, but those i did not do.
gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: no
r a n d o m
do you have a job: old navy ... everything there ; mailroom at school
your cd player has in it right now: the roots - phrenology ; fiona apple mix ; and some other random mix
if you were a crayon what color would you be: magenta
what makes you happy: a lot of stuff, i don't even want to sit here and think of them all cause there is a lot
what makes you happiest: art<3
what's the next cd your gonna get: i don't like to buy cds... too much money and i have an mp3 player so there's no point
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
time you cried: last week
you got a real letter: the other day
you got e-mail: today
thing you purchased: hmm... fOOOD
movie you saw in the theater: big fish <3
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
abortion: pro choice all the way
teenage smoking: doesn't bother me
spice girls: hmmm...
dreams: haha well i have the most fucked up dreams when i've been drinking... and last night i had some weird dream too haha, i always have weird dreams i just don't even know |
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[Jan. 29th, 2004|09:01 pm] |
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OK I WROTE THIS LAST NIGHT AND IT WOULDN'T LET ME SEND IT. READ IT ANYWAYS :)
blah blah blah. i really need to do laundry! i'm running out of somewhat clean clothes. eek. well i'm pulling an all nighter on thursday night before i take the bus down to see kim so i will probably just do it then if i don't get the chance before. dirty dirty until then. hey i'm an art student right?
my fucking ceramics teacher is ridiculous. he expects way too much from us, i mean it's an elective! and he wants us to do two pieces by class on thursday... probably 3 hours worth of work all together which really isn't that bad but come on.. i have class till 8 tomorrow night, plus you know i have OTHER CLASSES that expect work from me as well. eerrrr. oh well not much i can do i guess.
oh yeah haha, he sounds just like ben stein. well a mixture of ben stein and strong sad. if you can imagine sitting for 3 hours listening to him talk... you might understand the pain i feel in that class. which really sucks because i love the stuff we're doing, he's just so boringgggggg ahh. most of us are ART STUDENTS, you don't need to treat us like the middle and high schoolers you teach all day. COME ON NOW MAN.
haha wow ok i just had to get that out.
my art ed prof emailed me back my paper with corrections and actually said "this is very good, easy to read. you will not see many corrections." WOOHOO! i wrote it like a 10 year old would, which i guess is what he was looking for! everyone i've talked to said he dumbed-down their papers.. haha not mine, i'm just dumb to start with hahaha.
ok i have to do some work before my friend calls me to go out... bYE LOviES <3 |
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